Stella Φantasia
Some small bit of work on my old game, Stella
Φantasia. Specifically,
I added login ∨ character-load functionality to the thing. Later I will
work on character-create functions, there is only, at the moment, the one
test character.
This is a very good opportunity to work on my PHP and MySQL skills, not to
mention the game itself. I am fairly satisfied with my work on it, but it's
still heavily under construction.
Investors needed & .
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Gospel Truth; or, Why I am not a Christian
Gospel Truth
or,
Why I am not a Christian
Dedicated to Those who Wondered
The Gospel's Truth is plain to see,
And has been known quite anciently.
But one man's mind is not another's
And this will set a brother against a brother.
In choosing we are always free
To select from what we know and see;
But knowledge, Truth, is not in what one makes it:
The truth of Truth is just in how one takes it.
From Truth springs truth, as from one, many.
That Truth from One, is it in any
Of those truths which from it come?
And, must I add another one?
The way of Truth is that of Mind,
And in its wayward travels finds,
Diversion, blockage, and debris —
Prejudice, insanity —
When truth from one mind makes escape,
By mouth or pen, it's changed its shape.
With bump and scrape it takes its leave,
And finds you with a jump — Ho, heave!
Then like Illion with great King Priam, leige,
The truths have The Truth under seige;
Massed as Masses, Doctrines, Creeds —
These are truths in swarms, like bees.
Too, Gospel Truth is One and Ever,
But it's not "only"! Or consider, then:
If Truth is all mens, it could never
Flow from one man, only's, pen.
Ancient Chinese Secrets
I just added a new section to the links here at Syracuse. Specifically,
I added a section on Eastern Classics, and in particular Taoist classics, as
of all the Eastern schools, Taoism is the most strongly appealing: a
philosophy rather like Zen Buddhism, without the Buddhism (which is the way I
like my Zen.)
By the way, I finally did get my financial aid. I was stylin' there for a
minute
Well. A Deep Subject.
So, now that I'm fucked out of my financial aid for school for another
seven days (at least...), I am turning my mind to more practical matters,
ones that I can do something about. That is to say, things that I can do in
the web-based RPGs that I like to play.
Things to do in MechQuest:
- Complete Icthyosaur Skeleton in Soluna City Museum
- Complete Knife-and-Spork Challenge in Soluna City
- Complete 100-Level Elevator Ride to the Appointment on the space station
surrounding Westion.
- Complete salvage quest on Zargon.
Stuff to do in DragonFable:
- Complete alchemy training quests
Stuff to do in AdventureQuest:
- Spike INT stat by training, so that I can succeed in the Paladin class
quests
- Train Paladin class-armor to level 5
Stuff to do in Dragon Tavern:
A Philosophical Letter to my Uncle
First: If analytic judgements a priori, such as number-analysis and argument
from definition, tell us nothing more than is contained in the concept we
are analyzing and, as such, are scientifically certain, and also are not
metaphysical: and if Aristotle's ethics tell us no more than is contained in
the concept of "too" (as in, "too much", "too little"), then Kant is obliged
to admit that Aristotle's ethics are not metaphysical, and are the most
scientific yet proposed by any philosopher. (This was proposed by Mortimer
J. Adler in 10 Philosophical Mistakes, but I only last night understood
what he meant.)
Second: The end of Hegel's Philosophy of Right?
"Deutchland über alles!" as
the synthesis of Greece and Rome, Germany transcendant (according to the
dialectic) of both. It took more than an hour of squinting at two
paragraphs of his to figure that out, and I'm still not entirely certain I
get it. Who the ?!@* writes like ?!@* Hegel???
Third: Faust. For all the influence it seems to have had on German
intellectual development, very few Germans actually seem to have grokked it
— Hegel, in fact, paraphrases the Faust in the Preface to
The Philosophy
of Right, and does so in a way that is almost directly antithetical to the
main meaning of the play.
He paraphrases Mephisto as saying something like,
"Whoever rejects rationality will go to the devil and to perdition". Well.
Faust rejects rationality as vacuous, yes, and goes to the Devil, yes, but
he is redeemed in the end, and it is not rationality that redeems him.
Job, of course, rejecting not one tithe of his (presumably learned) Jewish
faith, also goes to the Devil and (also!) is redeemed in the end.
In other words, the use of the Faust by later German thinkers is rarely in
line with the main point of the story as Goethe seems to have intended it
(Freud comes closest), just as Greek and Roman moralizers upon Homer almost
never seem to have grasped the point of the story of Achilles, but use bits
and pieces of Homer's glory to tinsel their trees, and interpret him slicing
and dicing, leading to conclusions that could never have crossed Homer's
mind. Only Plato seems to have genuine insight into Homer
on that score (in
Book III of Republic), but insofar as he does he is
not an appreciator but a critic.
Verily! So much for all that.
On Mephistopheles and Faust
To call the Faust
of Goethe a "morality play" is not quite untrue; but it is
misleading. In a "morality play" proper — such as the original chap-book
versions of the Faust story — the moral of the story is the most important
thing, and is always explicit. Otheriwse said, the tale and characters
being what they may, the moral is presented bright and clear. For instance,
the morality of the original Faust story is simple: if you make a deal with
the Devil, then you will go to Hell. So don't do that.
Goethe's version, however, is much more subtle; like a Bach puzzle-canon, it
is presented as a problem to be worked out, not as a problem solved. The
moral dilemma is simple: who is to blame for the mayhem that Faust causes
Gretchen — Faust, or Mephistopheles? Gretchen herself is shown to be
completely blameless — had she never met Faust, she probably would have
been sanctified.
Faust. Hear, you must get that girl for me!
Mephistopheles. Well, which one, then?
Faust. She just went by.
Mephistopheles.
That one? She was just coming from her priest,
Absolved from every sin, down to the least.
Hard by the chair I stole quite nigh.
She's innocent in deed and thought
And went to confession all for naught.
Over her I have no power.
Therefore, the blame can either be laid on Faust, or on Mephistopheles.
We see, first, that Faust has never in his head or heart an evil
intention (it is impossible that Goethe could have considered the simple
desire, on Faust's part, for Gretchen, "evil"); it is always the means,
provided by Mephistopheles, that cause havoc. (Remember, too, that
according to Aristotle, choice is a function of means, never of ends; and,
that all ends ultimately aim at Happiness, and so are good). It is Mephisto
who brews the "sleeping potion" that kills Gretchen's mother; it is Mephisto
who drives home the sword that kills Valentine, her brother. Therefore, we
are justified in considering Mephistopheles a perfect devil, perfectly black,
perfectly evil.
In painting Mephistopheles as perfectly evil, perfectly black —
the sole author of all the evil in the life of Faust — then we are
required to find Faust himself to be without fault. If Mephisto is perfectly
black, then Faust himself must be perfectly white, despite his “insensate
mood”. However, in every case, the evil done by Mephisto appears to have
been done by Faust himself; he gives Gretchen the sleeping potion that kills
her mother, wields the sword that kills her brother; it is in Faust's
scholar's robe that Mephisto gives the Student (later Bachelor of Arts) such
bad advice.
(As an aside, I would like to note that, while Faust himself would have been
capable of brewing a poison-potion (indeed, it may in fact be the “juices
brown” from the beginning of the play which killed Gretchen's mother), by no
means would he, a dry-as-dust scholar, have been able to kill the soldier
Valentine in a duel without Mephistopheles' supernatural aid.)
Therefore, Mephistopheles appears to be a part of the psyche of Faust;
and if that's the case, then Mephistopheles is really nothing at all, and
Faust himself is as black as can be — literally as black as the devil. The
dialectical dilemma is then, that the two statements "Faust is purely white"
and "Faust is purely black" are both true, as contradictory as they are.
If it be possible to determine from the text which is true, then the dilemma
is solved.
Now, in the Prelude in Heaven,
the Doctor is described by The Lord as “
my servant, Faust” ; but he serves, as Mephisto immediately reminds The Lord,
“most peculiarly”. Nevertheless, Faust is redeemed in the end, brought up to
Heaven by the Mater Dolorosa. It seems, then, that in the eyes of The Lord
that Faust is blameless. In that case, Mephistopheles really is a seperate
entity, capable of bearing blame for his actions. Therefore, also, we can
seperate the characters of Faust and Mephisto, and judge who Faust is, what
his character is, on its own merits; an interesting study on its own, which
I've written about in another place; but it goes without saying that his
character is by no means incompatible with the actions of Mephistopheles.
So that it seems, in approaching Faust as a "morality play", we discover
that the real moral of the tale, the Final Judgement of the Character of
Faust, is in fact dialectically impossible to determine. For all that
happens, Faust does indeed win his wager with Mephistopheles; and since
Mephistopheles cannot have his soul by the terms of the bet, Faust is
(ex hypothesis) guaranteed salvation.
In that case, the proper study of the play is not the character of
Mephisto (who is necessarily idealized), but the character of Faust, and
what it is in him that allows him to triumph and win the wager. The terms
of the wager are simple: If Faust ever says to the present moment, “Ah,
linger on, thou art so fair!”, then in that moment Faust will die instantly
and Mephisto will have his soul (Ohs nos!)
It is precisely those feautures of Faust's personality which make him a
“peculiar” servant of the Lord, which allow him to win the bet. In
Mephisto's own words,
Unearthly are the fool's drink and his food;
The ferment drives him forth afar.
Though half aware of his insensate mood,
He asks of heaven every fairest star
And of the earth each highest zest,
And all things near and all things far
Can not appease his deeply troubled breast.
It is precisely this “ferment driving him forth afar”, this
“deeply troubled breast”, that make Faust unable to say to the
moment, “Ah, linger on, thou art so fair!” And, as the wise Lord
knows, it is precisely this that allows him to win the bet and —
despite the Devil's action on his behalf — to be redeemed in the end.
Why this should be so is the central mystery of the play; although I have
a notion, it has not been turned as well as it needs to be — has not been
proved and may, possibly, be itself fractal — and so I will
hesitate for some time to put forward my own answer to that question.
Questions? Comments? Concerns?
Goethean Science
Every so often I'll come up with a link that I want to keep, and which
I have neither a category nor a place for. So, I'll use this space on
my homepage to highlight something or other that I think is very cool.
So, without further ado, the link for the day is
Goethean Science. Goethe was one of the few scientists to make an
enduring contribution to literature (or, otherwise said, one of the few
men of letters to make enduring contributions to science).
Chiefly of interest — especially in connection with Goethe's
greatest literary work (which is also Germany's greatest literary work)
— are his thoughts and, be it said, feelings, regarding
biology. Life — this is what fascinated Goethe and
his pseudodoppelganger, Faust, and Goethe's views on which are sometimes said
to anticipate the work of Darwin by a generation or two, for regarding the
origin of Life, he believed definitely that life arose from the sea.
The depression of Faust in the first part of the drama, then, seems to
stem from a need for science — not one of letters, which he knows and
despises, but a real science of the nature according to his own vision of Her:
Into the whole how all things blend,
Each in the other working, living!
In other words, what Goethe wants from science is not to know the
divisions of things into groups, but a mystical knowledge of all life
as a single, vast organism, and it is precisely this vision that the
book-learned Doctor Faustus years for. “Nature, where are
thy breasts?”, he exclaims in his lament.
At any rate, the great Goethe's views of science and of life — not
to mention of Art — are very well worth the exploration, especially
his view of plant morphology, which arises from his panbiotic (my term)
philosophy, yet led to advances in science which stand to this day.
Into the whole how all things blend,
Each in the other working, living!
For my part, though it be, perhaps, only an expression of
respect for his Faust, I will certainly believe that Goethe's
panbiosis, as a philosophy, is superior and would prove more fruitful to
mankind if it were generally adopted, than either Linneaism-Darwinism or
the biotheologism of the Discovery Institute.
The forms of life are dying, changing
The Form of Life yet conquers all.
— CMZ 9 / 10 / 08
Flow
I have recently been reading Flow: The Psychology of Optimal
Experience, by Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi, which is a modern classic and
which, in my opinion, is one of the better books on practical psychology
available today. Flow, in short, is the psychological state induced by
tackling of problems in the accomplishment of certain ends. It is almost
(but not quite) the dhyana of the
Yoga Sutras of Patanjali: when the mind recieves an unbroken flow of
concentration on any object. In Flow, the object is the work at hand.
It is then a theory of teleological ethics; like the ethics of Aristotle,
who is invoked in the first sentence of the book, its end is not success in
the usual sense of the word, but happiness. In agreement with all
sages, from Plato to Freud, that neither wealth, nor simple pleasure, nor
honors and medals, are what we seek. What we seek is happiness —
and moments of flow are when people feel the most happy.
It is quite correct, then, to call Flow a kind of Karma Yoga (that is,
Union by Work) as described in the Bhagavad Gita.
There is a very, very good short article in
Psychology Today by the same
author, on
The Creative Personality which is something like a briefer course to the
book; it is also quite good. It is somewhat interesting to note, from the
theoretical perspective, that Csikszentmihalyi (what a name) is not afraid
to invoke “libido” in
the Freudian sense of the term, writing:
One manifestation of energy is sexuality. Creative people are paradoxical
in this respect also. They seem to have quite a strong dose of eros, or
generalized libidinal energy, which some express directly into sexuality.
At the same time, a certain spartan celibacy is also a part of their
makeup; continence tends to accompany superior achievement. Without eros,
it would be difficult to take life on with vigor; without restraint, the
energy could easily dissipate.
It is also interesting to note that this is, essentially, the same
theory which is espoused by every sect of æscetic mystics, that
“without restraint, the energy could easily dissipate”. But
sexuality in the end has little to do with the theory of Flow,
per se, and the doctrines of æscetic mystics or, for that
matter, of Freud, are not required hypotheses.
At any rate, I find the theory of Flow, as Csikszentmihalyi gives it,
to be among the best of the "pop psychology" books, and I recommend it to
anyone whose life seems — a waste.
Made some small fixes to my Wayfarer's Guide to
Norrath, mainly to the styling. The site is in disarray; and RPGExpert
seems to have added a bunch of perplexing ASP.net code that has bloated
every page to many times its ideal weight.
So far, I have only fixed Part I
and Part II, although I do have a
basic CSS template which works to make things easier.
Congress and the Supreme Court Attack to Destroy the Current
Administration!
The above is, perhaps, the way it would be stated in the terms of a play
in Steve Jackson Games' Illuminati: New World Order.
In a major, major development (see the Washington Post article,
The White House's Immune Deficiency), the Supreme Court has flatly
rejected...
“over their refusal to cooperate with an
investigation into the politicization of the Justice Department, including
the mass firings of U.S. attorneys in 2006.”
...the White House's “excessively broad and legally
insufficient claims of 'absolute immunity' — never recognized by any
court — in declining to appear.”
The import of this is that Karl Rove and other high-ranking Bush officials
have been subpoenad by Congress, and refused for the above reason; this
gives Congress the ability to holding them in
contempt of Congress,
Following a contempt citation, the person cited is arrested by
the Sergeant-at-Arms for the House or Senate, brought to the floor of the
chamber, held to answer charges by the presiding officer, and then
subjected to punishment as the chamber may dictate (usually imprisonment
for punishment reasons, imprisonment for coercive effect, or release from
the contempt citation.) — Wikipedia
What this means is that the Supreme Court has agreed with the Congress
that members of the Bush Administration, including Karl Rove, can be
punished for contempt of Congress. It is a sign that the Supreme Court will
not protect the Administration from prosecution, and I believe it is a very
promising measure of the political culture of our nation.
Iustus et Iusticus in Victoriam!
Oops
In the process of setting up an archive of the posts on this blog, I
seem to have destroyed the whole text of them — irrevocably.
Oops. Shit. Well ... this was intended to be a “New Start”
to the page. I guess it is now...
I beat Akuma!
I beat
Akuma
today in
Street Fighter III Second Impact: Giant Attack;
not only that, but I got a Perfect off him! Now, be it noted
that I was playing
Ryu,
who is, I feel, a much stronger and sleeker character than my favorite,
“Proto-Shoto-”
Sean.
For my efforts, I took the top spot on the high-score list (reaching the
complex prerequisites to fighting Akuma assure this) and got a little
“t’ien” symbol next to my high score and my name
†.
The next game I played, I chose
Yun
and promptly got my ass handed to me. Figures.
† I accidentally entered as “CDC
” as opposed to my
customary “DED”.
P.S. 8/06/08 1819. Spent some time cleaning up a few little typo-
graphical issues; fixed the title font and centered it in its box, added
(for once) images in the main article text — and you have no
idea how annoying it was to get things to line up. Have also made
a few other changes. But really, until I have access to better graphics-
manipulation software, the design and layout of this page are for the time
being fixed.
In the meantime, I think I am going to save some of the "best of" blog
posts and put them on their own page (just not today); this thing is
getting way too bloated for my liking, although the stats are
fine.